I'm A Non Believer...

I classify myself as a nonbeliever because I am at that point in my life where I truly believe that it is impossible for me to lose weight ! I have tried everything, well everything that I can afford. I am not able to pay for those meals that get delivered to your doorstep. I WISH I was able to afford them. I do think that they might work. However, I did try quite a few and they all failed me. OR did I fail them? I want to lose weight and get fit more than anything in the world right now. I have tried and NOTHING seems to work. I am going to track what I eat and the type of exercise that I do daily. If anyone has any real suggestions, please let me know. But I don't mean to sound so negative but for as long as I can remember I have been battling my weight and I just want to find the right solution !!